I am just stuck in Limbo at the moment, between loving blogging and everyone I have met in the blogging community and thinking about quitting blogging altogether. Seeing everyone getting approached to write reviews on products and services and nothing has come my way since I started over a year ago, and some fortunate people who are only blogging a few months are getting some great opportunities. I know i didn’t set out to blog for free products or money in the beginning, it’s just now I feel like I’m talking to myself and blogging is becoming a waste of time. At the same time, I don’t want to stop because I love writing.
Before every post, I plan them like an essay, I hand write them in my notepad I have for blog posts and then after re- reading it 2/3 times, I type it out then re-read again to make sure I’ve no spelling mistakes and what I’m trying to say makes sense ( i know my grammer is shit). Although, for this post, I’m typing it straight out and just saying what comes to mind.
Before my 10 Random Songs post I had not posted for a month before that which was my Empties post, about my Lush products. For that month I was up and down about blogging, for 2 reasons: 1. I could not think of a post to write and I didn’t want to write for the sake of it because I knew there was no interest behind it and it would end up being a shit post. 2. Work is draining me, I work 8 hours, 5 days a week cleaning up after people, you can imagine the sights I’ve seen in the hotel. When i get home I literally eat dinner and go to bed for the next morning. I never thought I wouldn’t be able to juggle it all (naieve, I know) but it turns out I can’t. I have tired to improve on posting but is it worth it? Have I got reader? Could yous all comment under this and let me know you are out there, and throw out some suggestions for posts. What do you want to read?
I am going to try my best to improve on my blog image, posts and tonight I will be vamping up my blog page. Maybe if I like what I log in to I will be more inclined to post more. Give me all your feedback in the comments, I would really appreciate it, may it be positive or negative give it all to me. I need it.
Hope this hasn’t been too much of a nagging, wining post.
Carry On Blogging!