This is just another rant so feel free to join in.
I’ve just opened yet another snapchat story from the “friends” I’ve had since primary school. In fact! One of the girls I’ve known 20 years this year because we were born a week apart and we were basically brought up together. I thought we were going to friends until we old and grey and on deaths door. But, obviously not!
Leaving primary school, I went to a country school 20 minutes drive from my house and all the girls went to the local town school. We told each other we would keep in touch. We did for 2 weeks at the most. After that we barely text.
Going into 5th year, I changed school to the school all the girls were, for a number of reason, because the girls were there wasn’t one. For these 2 years were got close again and I was with them nearly everyday over the summer hoildays.
Then college came along! I obviously went to a different college than the girls and again the girls stuck together like glue and went to the same college. Again we told each other we would stay in touch, we didn’t really, not as much as I wanted to. I would text them at the weekends and ask them to call up and catch up but something always came up!
Over the Easter hoildays and the previous summer hoildays I would get snaps and see stories of them going out, I wouldn’t be invited. I hate seeing their stories and the pictures on Facebook of the night out. They upset me because I wasn’t even a thought. I mightn’t want to go out or I mightn’t be able to go out but I would like to be asked. To be considered. To be thought of. But I’m not. I’m forgotten. I don’t matter anymore. It’s like the last 19/20 years meant nothing. This sounds like I’m in love with them or something but you know what I mean.
Thanks for listening to this rant. I might sound like a nag, add your thoughts in the comments.
Has this happened to you?
Talk to me 🙂